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Wow, insanely long time since I updated this thing. I updated last two months before I started college and now I'm almost done with my thrid term and I have three left.

I added some new pics and a new poem today. I think I'm gonna start writing again because I forgot how calming focusing all your emotion into something can be. Like today I was pissed off at my parental unit cause I was just trying to figure out why I was missing like $150 from my account and so I called him and apparently he was in a bad mood. Cause all I asked was why and that I was confused cause he left extra money in the account on my last break, and he got all pissy with me. So I got pissed cause I didn't want to fight with him, I wanted to know what was going on that's all. So I ended up hanging up on him cause I didn't want to fight. So it rid myself of the anger, I put on my headphones and blared Evansblue, but that wasn't really working (I need to but harder stuff on my mp3 player) so I got the idea to start writing. I ended up with a pretty good poem but it has no anger in it what so ever and I have no idea how that happened. Complete weirdness, but I figure if the blaring music isn't working as well anymore I need to do something so I don't go back to throwing shit at walls or hitting them when I get pissed off.